Odd places

Its funny where you will find yourself on a Friday night. It's 11pm and I am cooking out with my older brother and my ex-husband.

I know how weird it is to be best friends with your ex-husband and also to have your older brother be roommates with your ex-husband but I consider us lucky.

We could of acted childish, petty, spiteful, and mean. Instead we chose to just realize it for what it was - not working.

We have had our moments where we argued, where we cried, and where we thought of reconciliation, but in the end it was not meant to be. We are better off best friends.

Grilled shrimp and steak kabobs are nice to have after such a hellacious week.

I am still applying for jobs and going on interviews. I am so ready to have a job and a source of income. I have no idea how I am going to pay my bills that start being due on the 21st. I will figure it out I hope. I just want a job. I am not too proud. I have been cleaning houses, doing make-up, and running errands just to earn an extra 20, 30, or 40 dollars. I am just ready to be OK again.