Funeral's suck. I hate going to funerals. I do not go unless I know I have to go or if it is someone I cared deeply about. Saturday I will go to Percy's funeral at the Natchez Trace Funeral Home in Madison. I am terrified. Funerals terrify me. They unnerve me. Funerals take me back to my son, seeing him in that casket. I loved Percy and his family though. So I will go. I am terrified.